I’m a people pleaser to a fault. I am the girl who doesn’t know how to say the word “no” unless it’s accompanied by “it’s okay, I’ll do it.” In fact, I know that on several occasions people have asked me to do something simply because they know that I cannot say no. I wish I could say that on occasions where I know that I am being taken advantage of, that I am able to say no more easily, but that’s not the case.
It doesn’t help that I come from a long line of people pleasers. I have a mother who was a part of every parent group at our school, who cooked every dinner every night while we lived at home, who helped with homework, and who came to every event that we had throughout school. She still tends to take on more responsibilities than one person should have. I also have a grandma who always cooks for an army, who has guests over as often as she can, who volunteers to take care of anything that she can, even if it requires driving 5 hours just to be in town for 24 hours for one event. Needless to say, I’d like to blame genetics for my inability to articulate “no” when I want to. So if someone ever locates the genetic make-up for people pleasing, please let me know.
For two and three year olds, the opposite seems to be the problem. Just step into any preschool classroom and you’ll hear a chorus of “no” ringing throughout the classroom. If you ask any preschool teacher, speech therapist, or mother, “no” is one of the words children seem to learn how to say way too early. Sometimes, I honestly think it is easier for preschoolers to articulate “no” than it is to articulate “yes,” and other people who have studied language development and speech sound acquisition would have to agree with me.
For these children, I also feel like a part of the reason “no” is used so often and so easily is because the word “no” comes with a lot of power. From the eyes of a preschooler, there is still a lot you cannot control. Adults give you food, help you change, decide your routine. Saying “no” gives you a sense of control over even the littlest things. Children realize at an early age that the ability to communicate will help them get what they want. Saying “more” or “mama” can make more cookies appear or make mom give you attention. Saying “no” on the other hand has the power to make things go away.
So what brings about the change from the ever-present “no” to the constant agreeing “yes”? All I know is that both can get people in a lot of trouble.
When it comes to being asked on dates, it’s hard for me to say no, even if I know there will never be a date number two. I’m the girl who always says yes. Sometimes, I’ll admit, outside of the dating world it’s because I want to have some sort of feeling of control. Where saying “no” gives preschoolers a sense of control, saying “yes” for me makes me feel like I’m in more control. Inside the dating world, however, I have no idea why I can’t bring myself to say no…maybe it’s out of habit. Maybe it’s that whole “people pleasing” piece.
So should I be taking notes from the preschoolers that I interact with on a regular basis? Probably not. After all, preschoolers are usually protesting to something that is generally good for them, things like vegetables, projects, taking a nap, etc. In my case, I’m pretty sure that saying “yes” is actually more detrimental to my self-esteem. Sure, not every date is horrible, not every experience is life-altering; however when you are like me and have enough “bad date” stories to entertain people for an evening you tend to lose hope that saying “yes” will lead to something more than a waste of time and energy.
I feel like a part of my agreeing to go on these dates is a mixture of an attempt to prevent myself from becoming an absolute cynic and an attempt to maintain some sort of hope in men. They can’t all be bad, right? I have seen successful relationships, so I know it is possible. But will it ever be a part of my reality? Before I burst out in my own rendition of Snow White’s “Some Day My Prince Will Come,” I have to give myself a little bit of a reality check.
Myth: Prince Charming is waiting right around the corner.
Fact: If a guy is waiting right around the corner, I am pretty sure that’s called “Stalker” not “Prince Charming.” I may say yes to various opportunities to go on dates, but to the guy who has followed me around and is now waiting on the street around the corner, I’m pretty sure I could muster up a “no.”
Myth: You know a guy is the right one because he will be perfect.
Fact: No man can ever measure up to the princes depicted in Disney films, at least not all the time. He may, however, have those qualities that make him a more ideal partner than other guys. No man can be perfect, so having that kind of expectation from the beginning can only bring disappointment.
Myth: One clue to finding the right guy is the “spark” that you feel.
Fact: What may be interpreted as a “spark” one day could disappear as quickly as it came. “Spark” can more often be defined as a halfway decent kiss after months of not being kissed /being kissed by other bad dates OR that rush you get when you are actually able to carry on a conversation with a date instead of being bored to tears. If this doesn’t satisfy you I suggest you take in a dose of He’s Just Not That Into You and watch the seen where the concept of the “spark” is explained http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yarinkmsD_s.
Myth: If I say yes to them all I’m bound to find the right one, right?
Fact: Taking every opportunity offered might be encouraged in an academic or work setting, however in terms of relationships this is ill-advised. Where some might think that every yes is leading you closer to the “one,” I believe that every “yes” (at least in my life and the lives of several women that I know) has led to the careful placing of more bricks onto the wall that separates us from getting deeper into the meaningful relationships. Sure some yeses may only lead to the placement of a small brick, but amongst the boulders that have a possibility of making their way onto the barricade those small bricks can make a big difference. I by no means am suggesting that you “swear off dating” or as one Christian author put it “kiss dating goodbye.” Instead, I am encouraging you to only take the opportunities that show potential for learning, growing, and a future that promises a little more than a bottle of wine, ice cream, and a Lifetime movie. Not every yes in this case will offer a safe, secure future, however you might be saved from an overwhelming amount of experiences that could be labeled “really, that just happened.”